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on being loved

CHARLENE J. (シャーリーン ジューディス): she's the type of girl who has bad hair days perpetually, trips over her own feet and laughs over the most trifling things. she's way too serious for her own good and never gets jokes. and so, she just stands there and smiles politely. AUGUST big baby. and she is trying very hard to study 日本語。 がんばって ください! Loves: aerobics. black lace. books. CHANCE. chicklit. crosses. DANCE <333. doodling. GREENtea. 花より男子が 大好きです。jogging. 日本語。 L.A. Ink. layered necklaces. leggings. lyrics. majolica majorca資生堂. mathematics. 水嶋 ヒロ。 my iPod. 小栗 旬。 starbucks.. music. stars星. sleeping. sun. つばき。 tinkerbell. 絶対彼氏。 Loathes: smsing. (now you know why i hardly reply.) review-me.t-affair.org


it's flawless. really something.

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live, laugh and love.
<3
Tuesday, July 21, 2009

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7:28 PM <3 0 love like there's no tomorrow
Thursday, July 16, 2009
C'est la vie... NO MORE.
My current desktop, featuring the quote from the movie 'The Curious Case of Benjamin Button', which I got from Jules' l-j. I want to be able to read it each time I switched on my lappie (which happens to be everyday).
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Chatted on the phone with Chua for a good 2 plus hours last night. That lucky woman is catching Harry Potter this evening at Plaza Singapura. And she got me hooked onto Neopets again. Seeing that I'm stuck at home with a deaf and painful right ear, I spent a good 5 hours earning 25k. What a waste of time. Anyway, the addiction is waning already. Thank goodness. In between the frantic earning of Neopoints, I was doing 'The Right Word'... Quite a fiasco, really. But that's not the point. I'm currently on the section of 'French Words and Phrases' and boy, is the yearning for learning French there!!! Haha. Okay, maybe after I'm done with my dance lessons and after I have found an aerobics class to join... Haha. Okay, I know I'm sooo gonna sign up for French classes. A tad heavy on the load and mighty ambitious, I must say. But anything to keep the devil at bay! (JH, are you reading this?!?) I did try to learn French (and Korean and Japanese) by myself during secondary school because Mum was like "You can't even handle 2 languages! Look at your Chinese!". Aprospos, those attempts were a fiasco too.
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I hate these 9 months or so of vacation (Okay, I know I'm gonna eat my words later in the year. But by then, I should have been given some pepper and salt along the way.). I mean, I achieved nothing. Not that I had sought out to attain anything. I hate taking each day as it comes. I like working towards something. BUT then, there's the ever-prevalent laziness part of me which just procrastinates and procrastinates. It's so hard to find a motivation in life, a drive... And THEN again, that is very much dependent on you and your willpower.

Well, that says a lot about mine. Ugh. Utter revolting, just thinking about it.

School, start already!!! (For the gazillion-th time!)
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Benjamin Button, please work your magic on me. Make your words stay so that I won't look back when I'm old, wrinkled and all saggy, regretting this and that.
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P.S: Packed my table and chair (Yes, stuff like socks, tees, dresses etc. are dumped onto my chair too.) yesterday out of boredom from being 'quarantined' at home by stupid ear.

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4:13 PM <3 0 love like there's no tomorrow
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Military Architecture.
Who knew this innocuous-looking slit-in-the-wall could be so deadly? And even have a name for it?!? It looked like a huge thermometer whammed into the wall, to me.
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Interesting, isn't it? Architecture.


6:47 PM <3 0 love like there's no tomorrow
August tells it all.
I used to have a habit of smsing in the death of the night, 'cause it was like when they woke up in the morning... BEEP! You've got SMS! (Okay. Ain't funny. Haha.) I mean, well, I liked to wake up to that. But you know, sometimes that bud happened to be awake and messaged right back! And I would be like "Cool...". Haha. Anyway, that happened last night, close to 3am. Haha. It was nice to read your multiple 'Hahahaha's again.
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Facebook has some really swell stuff. Take a look at what August says about me...

Loves to joke
Attractive
Suave and caring
Brave and fearless
Firm and has leadership qualities
Knows how to console others
Too generous and egoistic
Takes high pride of oneself
Thirsty for praises
Extraordinary spirit
Easily angered
Angry when provoked
Easily jealous
Observant
Careful and cautious
Thinks quickly
Independent thoughts
Loves to lead and to be led
Loves to dream
Talented in the arts, music and defense
Sensitive but not petty
Poor resistance against illnesses
Learns to relax
Hasty and rusty
Romantic
Loving and caring
Loves to make friends

The 'angry' and 'jealous' bits are dead hit-ons.
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Antibiotic, please hear my plea for a miracle recovery!!!

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2:02 PM <3 0 love like there's no tomorrow
sweet nostalgia.
Economics is the way of life, darling.
Ms.: (after being super exasperated with the class's oblivious attitude towards BOP) CY! Answer the question please.
CY: Eh... (pause) You must ask the CY of the previous lesson!

Time out.
"I feel like I'm in Chinatown."
- Filza (on CNY celebration).

"All these lines; vertical, horizontal... you don't have to draw them. In exams, time is of the ESSENCE."
- Dr. Rahman (on Chemical Equilibrium).

"And stars are like thrown into their eyes."
- Mrs. Seng (on anime characters).

Leave me to my own devices.
And oh! The most romantic/ idol-drama-like sentence of last night...

"(Imagine some guy tells you...) 'If you are comma, I'll be the full-stop to complete your life.' "
~ Louis Chua

I know just whose heart will skip a million and one beats. AHAHAHA.

And oh, according to LC, anyone who wants a multi-racial boyfriend can look for CY. Except that you must close your eyes. ('Cause he can only do the voices.)

Sometimes we all need some time alone.
CY: I spent the whole day studying Vectors.
LC: (with a deadpan expression) But vectors came out already what.

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2:05 AM <3 0 love like there's no tomorrow

Each time I stray away from God, something bad happens.

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1:52 AM <3 0 love like there's no tomorrow
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
big girls don't cry.
Before ZT comes charging into my house with a dagger because of the post below, here's an entry. (Past few days were spent sleeping, popping Panadols, waking up in the death of the night in pain on my entire right face and neck because of my stupid ear.)
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The train ride home with Fel was spent reminiscing about 2008.

I really do miss 07S202 a lot.
Every single person.
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I still laugh over silly incidents, like the time when LC sat on the class attendance list without knowing and everyone was searching for it... How CY questioned each and everyone of us and then, when LC said he didn't know what happened after he signed the paper. And when he got up, TADAHHH!!! The list was on his seat. Haha. There was the famous LC's 'awkward silence', coined by Loh. Then there was Melvin who would be very thrilled each time he made a wittier comment than CY. CY's funny remarks during lessons... Lunch breaks with the TKGS' gang. Slacking happily during PE lessons with Fel whilst everyone was undergoing gruelling training for NAPFA. Study sessions with Eli and Crys. Train rides home with Hiang Ling, Li Fang, Celest and Shu Ning. SMS marathons held with CY. Crying sessions on the mobile after certain papers with LC. Cramming sessions with Fil, Jean, Dan, Naqib and Siu Pan. Siu Pan's selfless help during the A Levels and his constant encouragement. The little notes that were exchanged between the TKGS gang... And of course, Rahman's scoldings and funny remarks!!! Haha. And oh! Jia Hao's presence, which made all the above possible. <333

It was my favourite and best year in college and I miss it a hell lot.

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9:47 PM <3 0 love like there's no tomorrow
Thursday, July 9, 2009
CINNAMON MELTS <333

Cinnamon Melts from MacDonald's!!! I want so badly to try them but that will have to wait till SUNDAY. Anyway, there are actually reviews on it. (Haha. It just seems weird to me. Guess I have been living in m world of reviews for PRODUCTS. Reviews for food... That seems reasonable, isn't it? You have reviews for everything. Okay. Now, I'm the strange one. Haha.) The Impulsive Buy (Picture credit to this site!) has quite a detailed review. And despite the high content of saturated fats, calories and whatnots, the (faux) health nut that I am wants them very very very badly on my dining table!!!

And oh! There's the recipe for it online!!! I LOVE THE NET!!! But oh well, I'm not really the baking/ cooking type because I absolutely hate washing. :(((
Egad!!! I feel sooo hungry just looking at this picture!!! And this reminds me that I have yet to take my breakfast . (Background information: For the past week and when I'm not working, my breakfast = lunch because I wake up at 11am -12pm. Hahaha.)
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chua ee fang says:
planning timetable sucks lah
when you get yours must tell me ok... then i help you plan the best one so you no need to stay in NTU for so long
hhaahaha
i 4 days per week end at 5.30pm
damn siao

:)))
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And I have to work tomorrow. Charlene N. is sick, so Shirin's taking over her graveyard shift and I'm taking over Shirin's opening shift. There goes my lunch date with Eli. SORRY ELI!!! :(((

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9:12 AM <3 0 love like there's no tomorrow
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
It's not a bird. DUH. It's an aeroplane.
LOOKIE!!! *screams* It's my Superman bag from Jay Jays!!! :))) Hui Ping got it for me. Thanks, thanks, thanks, a gazillion thanks!!! I love it sooo much. And it's just in time for school! (Hopefully my Cher bags come before end July!) Hmmm... This bag seems to be too pretty for school. Haha. And this is what darling Fel has to say...

Fel. says:
HAHAH
TOTALLY NOT MY KIND CHAR
it looks like underwear to me.
haahhaha

Haha. The 2 of us have such different tastes!!! Which is good. We won't be fighting for anything soon. :)))
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P.S.: Dor, thanks a gazillion! Love you! :)))
P.P.S.: The shadow you see in the pic is ME. *gets excited* Haha.

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10:08 PM <3 0 love like there's no tomorrow
because you are worth it.
It's kinda sad reading her blog. And the number of memories that it unearthed for me... It hurts, I guess. I don't think that it ever will stop actually. Yet at the same time, I'm glad that that's in the past. And won't ever be featured in the present, in the future.
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It sucks that you never know whether the person that you're interacting with can be trusted or not. It sucks that there are so many people out there who aren't what they present themselves to be. A lot of times, it seems to be me that being alone beats knowing a gazillion people. But then, all the fun that you're missing...

I wish people's thoughts will come out in white solid clouds above their heads. And these clouds can be used for fuel and can replenish the depleting ozone layer.

How great a world is that?!?
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I hope she will find a way to get approval. And I sincerely hope that the boy loves her. The sacrifices that she made... The boy'd better make sure that he's worth it.

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12:31 AM <3 0 love like there's no tomorrow
Monday, July 6, 2009
あめ。
Paranoid people should not engage in online transactions. It's harzardous for the health. Especially when it involves like $100.00+++. Gawd. How many hours did I have to work just to get that amount?!? Thanks to all the people who have been really nice about it though, answered my gazillion emails and stuff. And Felicia (for calming my nerves) and Dor (for pampering me)!!!
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I'm down with a stupid flu and it's just gonna get busier soon. And gawd, NO RAIN PLEASE. Not today!!! :(((
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P.S.: Oh yeah! We did Origami during 日本語の レッソン. Dor helped me with my water lily!!! :)))
P.S.S.: And holding hands will always be sweeter than hugs and kisses.

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9:59 AM <3 0 love like there's no tomorrow
Friday, July 3, 2009
REVIEW: Eryacne
Purchased from: Drugstores from Bangkok
Price: ???
Directions: Apply a thin layer on spots.
Comments:
Okay. This is absolutely my LIFESAVER. My cousin first introduced it to me. I remember once, just after prelims, I had like 5 imminent angry red spots. Gawd. I was so desperate because I was going out the next day. So my cousin, being the sweetest dude ever, lent me his lifesaver. Hahaha. It comes out from the tube as a transparent liquid. It isn't very gel-like, as stated on the box. Rather, water-like but with a little more substance. Okay, that sounds gel-like. Haha. Not the toothpaste kind-of gel. Once applied, it dries up spots real quick (I think it might not be such a good idea for people with dry skin to use it.). Anyway, I placed a really thin layer on my spots and TADAH!!! They were gone the next day!!! Yes, the NEXT DAY. I swear, this is a miracle for poor us who aren't blessed with baby-butt smooth skin. The only downside is that you need a prescription in order to get it in Singapore. :((( You don't have to, if you're in Bangkok though. They are like over-the-counter medication for acne and pimples.

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11:10 PM <3 0 love like there's no tomorrow
Thursday, July 2, 2009
REVIEW: Nixoderm
Purchased from: Watsons
Price: Below $5.00
Directions: Apply it on blackheads, spots and other skin irritations. (The given insert has a whole lot of detailed instructions. All that I did was cleanse my face and apply it where necessary before I drifted off to lala land.)
Comments:
I first came across this in 'Urban'. It's one of the items in Thomas Ong's bag. And because it was THOMAS ONG, I just had to check it out. There are 2 sizes for it. When I first opened, I was like "Gawd. Does it smell!!!". I think it's because of its sulphur content. (My siblings refuse to use it because of that.) Anyway, I tried it on a spot which was already formed. It stung real bad but it was cooling after that. It took about a week for the spot to COMPLETELY disappear but during the whole time, the spot became less red and unlike some medicine, there was no ugly dark pigmentation left in its place after it R.I.P. So yep, it's definitely a CHEAP and good solution to spots.

For now, I only apply it on my T-zone whenever I'm in the mood (I mean, it still stinks and stings!). Haha. I have too many remedies for spots.

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12:04 PM <3 0 love like there's no tomorrow
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
the walls are still up. thank you very much.
OH GAWD. I was planning to study 日本語 tonight. But all that I have done so far are

smsed Eli.
MSN chats with Fel, Lennard, Dor, Mabell and Hendra.
drifted off to lala land for half an hour.
looked at the day dresses on asos.com.
took (lousy, blurred) pictures on my mobile.
tried to upload them on blogger.com.
cursing when they didn't show up on my post.
Facebook-ing.

worrying.
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I'm seriously gonna have white hair sprouting off my crown. :(((

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11:12 PM <3 0 love like there's no tomorrow
痛い!
i feel so burdened lately. and horrible. for me to make such a decision at this point in time just spells 'SELFISH'. i mean, yes, i'm neither significant nor important. i'm like completely on the other end of the spectrum; slow, clumsy, inefficient, blur blah blah blah... but i have been there long enough to at least know the bare minimum that's required of us and...

oh gawd. i don't know what to say anymore.

i don't even want to think about it.
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all i know is that i want to stop giving up my own stuff for others.

you're right, through and through.
i am selfish.

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5:58 PM <3 0 love like there's no tomorrow

友達

Cheryl Julia. Derrick S. Dorcas K. Dorcas P. Felicia. Filza. Jia-Hao. Lewis. Mabell. Zi-Ting.

毎日

Danny Choo. Icy Abstract. Rice Bunny. Study Japanese. Teh Academy.

bittersweet past

February 2009. March 2009. April 2009. May 2009. June 2009. July 2009.

credits

Layout: chique-lilie
Brushes: audiotrash
Image: gravity-of- love@DA
Inspiration: murexa.org
Web Icons: like-honey.com . enigmatic.nu .